"All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come
and everything under the sun is in tune
but the sun is eclipsed by the moon."

 

"Its Been A While"

What an insane, yet amazing spring break. Its been a while since I last posted. Its definitely time for a recap.

Friday night. Where to even begin. Possibly the best night of my life so far. Guys night out. White Rabbit. Rave. Now THAT was a party. What really makes me happy is that we had a great time without drinking or getting high too. It just proves that you don’t need help to let loose; it comes from within. So the girl. I danced with her for over an hour. She was amazing. Beautiful beyond belief - A bubbly brunette. I was in a daze for several days afterward. I never got her name. She was gone. The love of my life, never to be seen again. I was an idiot to just let her leave. Then - hope. She gets tagged in one of the pics on Facebook. I was obsessed with her when I was searching for her. But now, now I felt like a dog. A dog chasing a car. And now that I had it, I didn’t really know what to do but move on. I added her, and sent a message. No response. Easy way upwards, easy way downwards. At least I got to dance with her. I don’t regret it at all. Best experience dancing ever - even topping slow dancing with a junior when I was a freshman. Amazing. So that was that. I’ll upload some pics on here soon.

Moving on, filming a movie for 5 days really sucked most of my spring break up. It was a ton of fun though - I think its going to be amazing. A few quick squabbles with one of my friends, the director, but it was just due to exhaustion. No harm done. Forgive and forget. I can’t wait to compose the music for it =) Its getting exciting!!!

Spending time with friends every single day was amazing. Never had a spring break like this before. Awesome =) getting into Ableton live with a friend, now that was just freaking badass. So I started working on a trance/chill dubstep song - an original. Several nights of staying up until 4 am later and tonight its finally finished. What an accomplishment :D although I didn’t get the torrent of Ableton, at least I got a 30 day trial. I’ll end up buying it in the summer probably. I love making music. I really do. I could do it for the rest of my life. So I’m going to.

Not being able to eat fast food (gave it up for lent) didn’t really bother me much. Maybe I can just get off the stuff for good. I REALLY want to move towards being a vegetarian. Can’t wait.

A skype message from an old friend - well not an old friend. But someone I had one date with and then never talked to again. This should be interesting. Let’s see where it goes. She still likes me. But me, not interested. This is probably why I stopped talking to her.

The movie Hugo was amazing. Should have won the oscar for best film. I also saw the artist. Pretty good. Loved the concept. Hugo just had a richer feel to it.

Well anyways, this is an enormous post. Nobody really reads those right? hahaha. its more for me anyways. a reflection. what an amazing spring break. what an amazing life =)